Knowing that I'm not okay and forcing myself to be
Been lying
Cos I know there's no other way to be
There's nothing that I could make it feel better
Unless I made myself to be
My thoughts travel away from me trying to reach far far away
But I know that there is no other way to be
That I lied
I shut it down
Trying to make myself feel okay
Because I know if I don't,
I'll let myself sink
It's easy to dive but it's a struggle to swim upwards
So I let myself float
Starring into blank spaces
Not able to sink deep deep into the waters to see the wonders because you'll drown
Cos i know there's no other way to be
There's nothing that I could do
Nothing can be done nor fixed
There's no other way to be
And I'm sorry my dearself
What you want can't be achieved
What you want is impossible
Because there is no other way to be.
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