I'm tired

 Im tired.

I'm tired of being treated likely.

Due to my past experiences, I know what I can and can not handle.

I know the battles to choose and to avoid.

And I'm tired of going through the same thing over again.

I am fragile, I don't deny.

But I'm not a joke to be taken likely.

I am sensitive because I know what I deserve.

And I don't deserve to be treated this way.

I'm tired and I can't care too much.

I can't care too much because it will hurt me even more.

I don't know what to feel and what to expect at this point in time. 

I need time to heal. 

I can't look at things the same way again.

I don't know how long I can put on a facade and pretend everything is okay.

I'm tired.