I am a changed woman and I am proud of it.

Change.
Scary and risky.
It is sacrificing whatever you had and turning some switches.
Some will remain on and some will be off forever. But the switches will still be there and triggering you to turn it on anytime at any cause.
It is tough to constantly remind yourself the reason why you changed.
It's never easy to change and the process is a lot to take in. Sometimes it includes sacrificing your interest for another interest. Well you have to learn that you can't always get everything you want in one go. Its either A or B. Or C or D. And the list goes on. We are just humans with only 2 feets, 2 hands and 2 eyes to only accomplish one thing at a time.
And I am happy that I took the change. Cos it shows how strong I am to to let go of what matters to me for something that is even better.

After all, we need to crave for the everlasting hereafter. Let's remind ourselves that.
And live life everyday as its going to be your last. You'll be happy or even happier cos you had a purpose to do for your own benefit and others. Most importantly you sacrifice for the love of the last messenger and Allah.

Life is never going to be easy, nor always be sweet.
Learn to sacrifice for the sake of Allah
Go back to Him always and He will come protecting you.
Granting you even a thousand times more.