Grateful.

The feeling of appreciation, thankful, gratitude towards what you have.

Grateful for the things you have.
Grateful for your 2 parents.
Grateful for the air you breathe in today.
Grateful for still having a perfect body, having 2 hands, 2 eyes.
Grateful for the ability you have.
Grateful for everything you have.
Be it the little things or the great things in life.

But just because of that one time. You didn't appreciate that small thing.

From having everything, to nothing.

Slowly people starts to back off from your life.

One by one.
From many to none.
From 10 to 1

Gratefulness.

Sometimes God takes away certain things in your life.
It's sad. Depressing, emotional.
We grieve, cry in silence.
Anger, pain, hurt.
Whatever you're feeling. Remember,

Look it as a blessing. You know Allah will grant you better next time.

It could be a friend, partner, work life, etc..

But.
Its not the end.
Never the end.

Remember this mindset:
"There is a no no. Its either maybe later or I have something better for you."

Allah will not test you for what you can't grip. There is always a wisdom behind everything. You can't question your life.

Redha, usaha to move on.

Believe.
That things will get better. Even greater.

Alhamdulillah ala kulli hal.

الحمد لله

LONELINESS.

The feeling of disconnected and isolated. The feeling of alone when you are surrounded by many. When you are disconnected from the rest of the world. A feeling of something missing in our lives.

Caused by many things.

From heartbreak, rejection, leaving home. Ending a relationship, moving out, changing jobs.

All this can put a delicate person into a state on loneliness.

Being separated from familiar things in life.

LONELINESS

Just because of you we felt anxious, angry and depressed. Sometimes its worst. Worst to when I felt like throwing up, my head hurts so bad like there’s so much heavy weight in it. And all this drained out all the energy. 

All I remembered was that I was tired. Tired of feeling distressed when I feel that no one is there for me.

When I already had everything.