بسم الله الرحمان الرحيم
And that's His beauty.
His love towards us is beyond anything or anyone in this world.
His Mercy and Rahmah cannot be challenged with anything in this world and the whole universe. The way He sends us His love the way He tests us to guide us is
how He love us and whenever His creations sins, He will still grant mercy whenever we come back begging for forgiveness. And He is the only one who understands and knows more about us than anyone else.
Allahu akbar
Ya Allah.
I know that you are telling me something. I know that you are teaching me something. But I don't know what you are trying to tell me.
But what I know is that everything from You is for the best of me.
Everything that's going to happen comes from the best planner, the creator of the whole world and universe.
But one thing I am asking from you now is to get rid of this feeling. The feeling of uncertainty, the negativity in my mind and everything that is affecting my faith towards you.
Ya Rohman,
Only you who understands my feelings and thoughts. Knows every single thing about me and deep down inside me.
Ya Ghafoor,
You are the only one who understands me without me explaining about myself.
My Lord you are the greatest and the most loving and caring.
I'm seeking your comfort as your slave now is not at her best. But I know you are here always with me.
Make me a stronger woman. So that I can support other woman out there who may be secretly suffering. Make me a stronger woman so that i can nurture and guide the future khalifah and muslim generation. Make me a stronger woman because i am not strong without you ya Robby. Your guidance is always needed because I am nothing without You.
And everything with You
الحمد لله على نعمه
